Tag Archives: loss

It never hurts any less, it just gets longer ago

Posted on 20 March, 2019 by catastraspie

It’s two years today since my second pregnancy loss. It’s two years today since the worst day of my life. It’s two years today since I went for the scan that changed everything. It’s two years today since I found … Continue reading →

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Out of place

Posted on 7 February, 2017 by catastraspie

Here we go again.  Back in the place where they torture hope. Waiting for my numbers in some perverse kind of lottery. Fate written in a computer print-out, a lab report, a post it. Shrodinger’s baby, neither dead nor alive … Continue reading →

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Poem to a lost love.

Posted on 26 September, 2012 by catastraspie

This is an unrelated post to the previous one, but I was looking through my old writings and thought I’d add this one.  I don’t write a lot of poetry, but it was very cathartic at the time and still … Continue reading →

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Blogging from a sad place – don’t read if you’re having a rare good day

Posted on 24 September, 2012 by catastraspie

#It’s my party and I’ll cry if I want to, cry if I want to, cry if I want to. You would cry too if it happened to you!# Ok, so it’s a bit of a pity party here at … Continue reading →

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